Small changes...

I've been doing some small changes to the blog the last few days - ever since I 'outed' somebody (don't ask..) I changed updated my non-existant profile and pic

Noticed an interesting hit on the blog where the search keywords were -

"pictures of someone awaiting on a thin edge for someone to return home"

- just thought it was a really interesting sign of something, but I don't know of what...

- Trying to find some balance here, without her. It's lonely to think she doesn't exist in my daily world right now... grinds down my sense of connection with her as if against a spinning grindstone. So, I just keep going...staring at the wound won't make it get better any faster...